Nikhil Dev

I know I have the same thing to write all the time that I am too busy to blog. But I admit that I am lazy as well. Got a laptop but with no internet connection. Cant use it at the office. How am I supposed to blog? I guess this is going to be the situation in the country at least for the next 10 years.

Mom is anyway getting annoyin at me after I get back home. She wants me to get back to some study and do some course that will fetch me a better. Have thought about it seriously and I think that is fair enough. All my friends who have started with me(I MEAN ALL of them) are earning more than twice of what I earn. So what if I get a few facilities that really do not matter much, for free. How is my family able to benefit from that? Its hight time I understand this point and do something about this.

This weekend I was thinking about what I would be about 3 years from now. Still working in the same place? Still riding a bike? Still having a ‘0′ in my bank by the 15th of every month? Still living in a rented house? Still thinking twice before buyin a beer? I dont think so. I am sure that things will change pretty soon. Its not the destiny. Its what I believe in and I am gonna make that happen.

The day before, as me and some of my friends were talking about their visit to the Chilkur balaji temple I happened to do something that I always do. I said “Who is going to benefit from such huge temples? Why not use that amount for some god cause. Donate to some charitable institutions? And there was this mum of silence. Why is it that people dont want to be practical in this country. Why do you want to fear God in talking these things when God would be the happiest. All the life you are taught that humaity is next to divinity. What happened to all that teaching now? Useless? Are we fucking donkeys who dont care what people tell us. We are supposed to be the smartest race of all the living organisms. What about it now? Most of us not even close to it. Anyway, anytime if anyone wants to argue with me on this, I am always ready. I can prove myself.

Anyway, this something I like talking about and can talk for hours. Its 12:30 am and I am here talking about crap, expecting someone to call me. Sipping on spiced rum and vodka after a pleasant “Maa ke haath ka khaana” and listening to some ol’ Clint Black. Surely makes me feel better. Need to get some Sprite the next time cos this Red Bull is for sure going to keep me up until 3 tonight.

Time to read some tech feeds.