Nikhil Dev

I’ve done lots of thinking the last week. Thinking of what I am going to do in the next year. felt that this really was not the true me. Everything seems to be so fake around me. People pretending to be what they are not. It so tough in such situations to judge who is what. Why cant people just be what they are.

Anyway, to nullify it all, ‘dhwani’ got together to play again and we came up with two other songs. So that would make it 4 total songs of our own. It is definitely noticed that we are maturing a lot more in our music. Maturing as musicians, maturing as friends and maturing as better human beings. I hope that this stays this way forever.

Came back home on Sunday and Sam at last found some time to spend with us. we talked and talked and talked for almost an hour and a half. He said that he wanted to take a break from the church video team. I am sure that this is badly needed cos right now all that is left in hsi left is curch and office. No pals at all. I hope he gets to be what he was.

At last there were a few people who really appreciated my work on the website. I am sure it is going to be an awesome one once I have put in the finishing touches. Just not able to put enought content.

Week’s not going too good when coming to work. I am sure I can make it up in another 2 or 3 days.

gotta work right now. too much work sometime. too little the other times.

But just in case people are reading this, there is one small thing that I would like to pass to people.

“Just dont fake yourself. Be what you are and what God has made you as. No one is perfect. But a wiser person accepts his imperfections. You end up making an assole of yourself by faking.”